I woke up and he's in the middle of the floor. Stiff.
I knew it would be ... sometime soon.
I knew he was going downhill for a long time. Kidney-failure,
... I think. Severe weight-loss, etc.
As I write this, it's 5:45 am -- and everyone is still asleep
and nothing is open yet, so I can't do anything else with him
-- except cover him with a towel and wait for either
my best friend to reply to my e-mail or the local vet to open.
My other cats want to play with the towel. Or say g'bye.
Not sure which, as they periodically lay down around him, ...
and then mess with the towel. *Sigh*
I find I'm not as bad off as I was, even tho' he was my fave
for a long, long, long time.
He was the one that was gone for a month one summer --
and I imagine all sorts of things and cried everyday. I think, ...
in many ways, ... I did my mourning for him that summer.
Even if that was over 15 years ago.
Or maybe I'm not okay. I need to tie up this entry,
because tears are starting to make it hard to see what
I'm doing ...
For everyone that has or is going to reply to this, thanks.
I would post a thank you reply, but when I do, I get this
nonsense that I need to sign up or log in to do so, even tho'
I already am logged in.
Then, it gives me this pop-up about my settings that are all
cut off, unless opened in a new tab.
And when I do pen this and hit Save for my e-mail, which is
what it's asking for, an update, even tho' it's right, it does ... nothing.
And it does not save my reply.
Does anyone know what the heck is going on???